Life is so incredibly fragile.
I never quite realised that it could slip away quite so easily.


So I've finally realised that life is precious. Important. Not a given right, but a gift. So I'm writing this now to remind myself, and whoever reads this, that life should not be taken for granted. Our time here is short.


Do not pursue anything or anyone that makes you unhappy.
Tell someone you love them everyday.
Do something to please Karma every now and then, and Karma will please you in return.
Create something. A birthday card, a poem, a novel, a family. Make something you are proud of. 
Hold your head up high and remember just how beautiful you are.
Go with your heart, everytime. Be impulsive. Be stupid. Embarrass yourself.
Get drunk. Smoke weed. Blow all your money on clothes.
Allow yourself to be weak. Allow yourself to fail and make mistakes. You can always try again.
Remember nothing's perfect the first time round.
If you don't like something, you have the power in yourself to change it.
Do not listen to people who try to bring you down. They're not worth it, but you are.
Let your feelings show.
Live only by your own rules.
Listen only to the opinions of yourself and others, and do not allow yourself to be compared to others, labelled, or cast aside.
Make people listen to you, and make sure you listen to others.


Appreciate every single fucking day you have on this beautiful Earth. Enjoy every single fucking second. Because, ladies and gentlemen, it is absolutely inevitable that your family, your friends, and eventually you will end up in the ground, dead and gone. One day you will die. Fucking make something of yourself man, whether it be good grades, a career or simply being a decent fucking person. Life is too short to waste.


Of course you're allowed to have bad days, you wouldn't be human if you didn't. Just remember that life is not a given right, but a gift. Live it to its absolute fullest. Cut the bullshit, forget the bitches, fuck the rumours and stop wasting time by doing things you don't want to do.


This is your life. Live it however the fuck you want to.

I begged 2011 to bring me good things, and holy shit, it delivered. I am young and stupid and having the time of my fucking life, all thanks to one person.

I've finally met the love of my life. My soulmate. The reason to my very being. His name is Jasper Beswick, and he is my fiancé. I love him more than life itself, and it's the best feeling in the world to know that I am being genuinely loved, and not just used like in the past.

The past is the whole reason I've started a new blog. It makes me miserable to read it, and I just don't want that shit in my life anymore, I never should have had to put up with it. Funnily enough I can't bring myself to delete it. It's just got too much sentimental value. Weird.

But yeah. Have a gander on here from time to time, you'll probably see something new whenever you look. Bye for now :)